Temporary fixes are not the way forward.

Ever tried to take your mind off something by pretending to be interested in something else?

I always tend to do this. Then I'll look back in a couple of weeks/months time and realise that I'm actually a very silly person.

If things follow through this weekend, I think I could either be:

1. The happiest girl alive.

2. A depressed slug.

This is the time where I don't know whether to go with my heart or my head.

In the long run, my head will keep me sane, but my heart will just drag me further into this.

I can see it now.

Although, it probably won't even happen. I'll end up being at home and wondering 'what if'.

I am such a loser.