The duck is on a mission.

I am currently wondering how I'm going to raise £500 spending money for Malia by July - with no job. Also another £100 for my passport. Money is such an issue it's actually ridiculous. Not to mention that I need to buy summer clothes too. Grrr. And a suitcase. :|

I hope he's there on Saturday. I wonder if it's going to be like this forever, just not talking about how we feel. It gets to the point where you want to give up - but I'm not giving up just yet.

I can't see anything happening, but there's always hope.