January 2010

This has been a really good beginning to the year.

Everything seems to be slowly fitting in place.

Slowly but surely, that is.

Only thing that is bothering me now is the boy thing.

In an ideal world, I would like a boyfriend - but is that a good idea before Malia...?

And, I'm not too sure if he likes me. Everyone says he does.

We'll just have to wait and see.

I can see this being another failed romance.

I am officially broke.

MALIA 2010 is happeningggggg sistaaa!

Booked it yesterday. £411 is not too shabby.

£130 deposit, in which I paid £80...and now have to find another £50 by 1st Feb.

GOOD LUCK WITH THAT.

My EMA is going to be goneeee. But it'll be cool.

I just want to be away from England. The weather is shit. Everything is shit.

But, slowly, things are starting to look up.

Aha if this means that someone new is on the scene, then in fact, yes, you are right.

But now I am going to have to stop going out for a while.

I should have £120 EMA by the end of the month, along with £100 bonus.

My deposit will be fine :)

Although knowing my college they probably wont give me the bonus.

But I'm an amazing student. ;)

On another note, I'm supposed to be going to a house party in Barnet tonight. But no funds = not being able to go. Plus, the weather is forecast for another load of snow. GREAT. Can't wait for that one.

Oh dear, oh dear..

I didn't realise people we're actually reading my posts.

I'm quite embarrassed now. I don't want people reading this stuff - it's so cringey.

BAD TIMES.

I don't know what to say. Or how to feel. I am actually in shock. I didn't mean for it all to come out like that. It's my fault. I've fucked things up.

This is not the way it was supposed to be. lol.

I have just baited myself up proper.

New Year

So, it's a new year - and a fresh start.

Time to forget about the past, and to move up and on to better things.

I really need some money. I spent all of mine during the christmas holidays on alcohol and cigarettes. WHOOPS.

I need a job, oh so badly.

And I'd quite like a cup of tea right now. :)

I am hoping the deposit for this holiday isn't over £100 or my bum will not be on that plane seat.

GAAAAAAAAH.