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This is pretty much my online diary - I could be the next Bridget Jones.
This blog seems to vary amongst three very important things: moaning, moaning - and moaning.



Sunday, 28 March 2010

Simultaneous ways to mess with one's mind.

I'm going to forget.
I.am.going.to.forget.
I have to.
envy
pride
lust
greed
anger
sloth
gluttony
I'm guilty of all of these.
I wish you could erase things from your memory easily.
Unfortunately, that's just not how it works.

Monday, 22 March 2010

Misinterpretations of a girl interrupted.

Why does nothing ever go to plan?
Things never turn out the way you expected.
So much for karma.
"Do good things and good things will happen to you"
No. That is not true. How many good things do I have to do before something worthwhile happens.
Constantly second best.
I'm a doormat. I just let people walk all over me.
I need to get a backbone.

I want something immensely great to happen to me.

Sunday, 21 March 2010

I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile.

I do miss the feeling of being in love.

Monday, 15 March 2010

Uhum, you may read me.

When there is an effort being made, I don't feel the need to care. However, once that effort is dropped and I am left with no answers; I start to care ridiculous amounts.
It's just a way of life I guess? No attachment is the best attachment, it leaves no room for upset or over-thinking. Although, I over think too much for my own good. To be perfectly honest, I don't really care about much any more.
Love really is a word I've never learnt to pronounce.

Friday, 12 March 2010

Insanity lurks beneath the surface.

I think I might just be going mad.
I'm not quite sure why, but I seem to read into things and think about things way too much.
None of this makes any sense, the constant conversing that has never happened this much; the flirtatious remarks and lovable comments..
I'm trying not to get too attached this time round; it can only end in disappointment.