Reflection.

Have you ever analysed someone's appearance for so long that they start to look unrecognisable? It's rather strange to say the least.

Or just looked in the mirror at your reflection and didn't even recognise yourself?

It's funny how the world works.

To bring the tone down a little - doesn't it just annoy you when you go to the effort of buying stuff and wanting to make something work, and then the person lets you down? It's a proper kick in the teeth, that is. Worst thing is, he doesn't even know that I bought him anything. Not that he would know now, considering I tore it into little pieces and threw it in the bin. When I'm angry, I'm angry and the fact that there was no remorse or apologies, made me even more angry. ALSO that it got turned back around on me to make out like it was MY fault!

I am not doing it anymore. Of course I'll sit here pretending that everything's cool, when it's not. But why bother making any effort when you get fuck all back out of it?